This one’s for Suzanne

My friend Suzanne has gone through an amazing transformation in the last year. Losing 70+ pounds, working her ass off, literally.

She has also gone through an amazing mental/emotional transformation. Her thoughts and inspirations have been a gift to me, helping me see that with obesity there are a lot of the same issues as with anorexia. Here are a few things she said recently that I feel especially connected to.

I am also a little saddened by it, and angry at myself, for having indulged in such a self-destructive way of life for so long – for treating myself so poorly, and putting my happiness and health so low on the list.

I feel really lucky, to have all the support and encouragement that I do. I feel privileged. I feel guilty sometimes too, because far too often, I still feel undeserving of the things that I want for myself.

I am so happy to see Suzanne shine! She knows, I hope that through the years I told her often enough, that I have always found her beautiful, inside and out. Smart, funny, compassionate, kind, so very attentive to others feelings, a wonderful friend…I doubt I have been as good of a friend to her as she has been to me.

I am very blessed to have you as a friend my beautiful Suzanne!

 

 

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4 responses to “This one’s for Suzanne

  1. I love Suzanne. I love how much she thinks of others. I love how she finally recognizes her own beauty, the beauty her friends have seen in her always. Thanks for sharing!

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  2. Holy shit you guys!

    I’m totally crying right now. Tears streaming down my face.

    So sweet.

    Love and miss you insane amounts.

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  3. Aww, I just saw this and now I’m crying too! It’s true, Suzanne, you are a great friend and an inspiration. And Chauntel and Cori, you two rock. Love sisters!

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